I dreamt of a colleague who had died the week before. I am at his funeral. It is a shadowy day. I am walking into the crematorium, which has dark wooden panelled walls. I am shocked to see him there. He is standing against something, with beige shorts and a white shirt, chilled out clothes, and legs crossed. There is light behind him from a window. I ask him ‘is this you, are you really here?’ He says ‘yes, I am really here.’ I prod his arm to see if he is really here. I am checking what is real and what isn’t. I then ask him if he was in my dream last week, just after he had died, in which he was grinning, and saying goodbye to me. He was letting me know that he was happy, feeling free, and that he wasn’t wearing a mask anymore. We gave each other a hug in that dream; I was happy for him but also sad. At the funeral, with a cheeky grin, like he knows more than I do, he says ‘yes, that was me.’ He is watching what is going on, and looks cocky and happy. The dream then shifts to me weeing on a toilet. I have a feeling from him of asking ‘what is real and what is not real?’ I then wake up and go to the bathroom.
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1/13/2020 12:41:50 am
It is really sad and worrisome to dream of someone getting hurt or died in my dream. I sometimes wake up crying and praying that it will not happen. There are days that I dream of my father who died 11 years ago and in my dream, he is so much alive and doing what he usually does when he's still alive. Then I wake up and wish it was real and hoping that I can still hug him and be with him. Our subconscious mind shows what our heart and mind wishes to happen by showing it in our dream.
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